Today marks the day my son Jacob Daniel was born way to early, way to sick. Simply put.... no amount of prayer, or doctors, or medical intervention could have kept him alive.
Now ten years later..I'm one of "those" moms. A mom with no explanation at all as to why having a healthy baby works out for some and not for others. I have experienced a loss that is unexplainable. No explanation, no matter what I believe. My infant son died and I will never know what kind of son he would have been, who he would have become, what kind of brother he would have been to Andrew, who he would have looked like, or any of that.
I would have liked nothing more than to decorate the kitchen table with what you love, and to make you feel extra special for your 10th birthday.
Happy Birthday.
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